Pregnant Again

So he left me a Christmas present also. I was pregnant and due in September. We were excited since we had wanted this for a long time but I was not excited to be going through this on my own. Now at this time I was entering into a new time in my life.

I was starting a new routine. My sister had had a baby and I had offered to watch the baby. At this time my parents had gained custody of 4 young children. since I did not work I was sort of put in charge of watching these 4 kids also. So I went from taking care of just my daughter to watching 6 children and being pregnant. I was too preoccupied at this time, and didn't find time to miss him.

The house became crowded and I didn't understand where we fit in. My parents were busy trying to help these kids out and then there was my daughter and I. We started trying to spend less time in the house because I wanted to keep the new identity I had rediscovered. I didn't want the title of babysitter. My dad said to me "I thought you wanted 6 kids". Yeah but not thrown at me at the same time!